hi,
i was suspended on march 31st 2021 because i didn't care about administrating and i was making really insensitive jokes regarding homosexuals, race, and more. i was basically just trying to see how long it would take for me to get suspended. and i guess i got both what i wanted and what i deserved. to add, upon being an administrator, i kept saying i didn't care. that was 100% true. i just didn't find being an administrator happy. the way i went out was completely unacceptable, and even though i was an administrator, in reality i was working my way up to my senior admin rank back. and that was not the way a senior admin should have acted.
so why am i making this thread? i've acknowledged my actions many times and regret it. i take full responsibility for it and it was not okay whatsoever. but TotalFreedom, when i didn't think it could get any better, seems to be growing again. there are updates constantly happening, and i have hopes for the future of Minecraft and want to be a part of this server again like i have for almost 9 years now. i have some time this summer and i want to return to administrating. i'm hoping to become an example senior admin again, like all senior admins should be; someone who admins can look up to for help and advice, and someone who operators can look up to, to aspire to become an administrator. feel free to ask any questions below about my suspension.