Posts by paiige1_

Please Note: The TotalFreedom Forum has now been put into a read-only mode. Total Freedom has now closed down and will not be returning in any way, shape or form. It has been a pleasure to lead this community and I wish you all the best for your futures.

    Ultimately, it's your choice. But if you feel that leaving may benefit you or that this server is taking a toll on your mental health, please do leave. I used to play every day and the kind of community I was engaging with was simply not healthy and sometimes the best way to help yourself is to quit, even if for a temporary long period of time. I'm not you, and I don't know your context, so I don't feel confident in saying "Yes" or "No".

    Fun biochemistry/nutrition fact: you can memorise the 10 essential amino acids pnemonically as "PVT TIM HALL", pronounced "Private. Tim Hall"

    P: Phenylalanine
    V: Valine
    T: Threonine
    T: Tryptophan
    I: Iso-Leucine
    M: Methionine
    H: Histidine
    A: Arginine
    L: Lysine
    L: Leucine

    1. Your discord tag. (Ex: elmon#6023)
    paige.#6749
    2. If known, who banned you? (this can be checked)
    If I recall correctly, Video (Caleb) banned me by my own request.
    3. If known, do you know what time you were approximately banned?
    7th of May, 2021.
    4. Why do you think you were banned? (this can also be checked)
    Self request.
    5. Explain why you think you should be unbanned, and promise to never do whatever you did again. If your reason remains unknown, you may skip this question.
    I feel that I can now interact with this community in a healthy way. My newfound interest in nutrition and environmental science has given me the confidence to make this appeal without fearing of developing another "TF addiction". Furthermore, the server may be shutting down soon anyway, so it should be fine.

    Sorry, I know that self request appeals should be made in DMs, but I'm not sure if this applies to Discord appeals or even who I can contact or how.

    1. Minecraft name: paige1__

    2. Discord username and discriminator (username#discriminator) (if any): paige.#6749

    3. Approximate date of indefinite ban: 7th of May, 2021.

    4. Reason for indefinite ban. Please do not lie and try to be sincere and apologize as applicable:
      Self requested due to mental health reasons.

    5. Do you agree to follow our server rules (see https://forum.totalfreedom.me/d/7) and the rules in place on the forum (https://forum.totalfreedom.me/d/5), and all the conditions stated above?
      Yes.

    6. Please provide the one IP that you will be using to login to the server. If you don't know it, visit ip4.me and cut and paste the result. All other IPs that you used to get indefinitely banned will remain indefinitely banned. Don't provide a VPN IP.
      220.236.65.48

    I relate to this deeply. My mental health was spiralling when I first found TF, and was losing almost all of my friends as my mental health crisis was beginning. I can only speculate, but it's probably the case that connection with individuals here on TF saved my life.

    I've since moved on from both TF and that time in my life, but I'm grateful for TF's contribution to both my safety and my entire personality. Thank you all.

    It wasn't Seth who pulled the plug, but instead Ryan - regardless - it is not the doer that matters, but rather what the 'do' was: the deletion of Total Freedom. For as long as we, our parents and our grandparents could remember, we would beg the current owner to delete the server. Today, it finally happened. Freedom was achieved from the chains of toxicity.

    Whether you were on the side of "delete TF" or "noooo preserve cringe >:'((", one must admit that this server probably isn't something we should regret having spent our time on. Many memories were made by everyone, and our personalities and worldviews were forever changed.

    Thanks for the time, everyone. See ya.

    @Folfy_Blue#16736 This specific case was in fact a personal attack on you, however, the rest of the evidence you have provided is out of context and are not worthy of a report.
    Again, allow me to repeat that this is a misunderstanding and also poor wording on my part. I would only kill a fox if I had to use lethal means to protect my ducks or my quails if I could not force it to leave with any other method.
    Why are you attacking me for protecting my animals from an invasive species? Your exact point could be repeated for mice and rats who people regularly kill using rodent traps.

    https://prnt.sc/12k0j7a
    I would like to add that this is a manipulation of my words. I never stated that I have killed a fox. What was meant by the comment I made about being willing to kill a fox was that if a fox were to sneak onto my property and threaten the lives of my ducks or my quails, I would not hesitate to escalate to lethal force if I were not able to get the fox to leave.

    One of the significant contributing factors to the way Folfy and I treat eachother is that he has made unnecessary comments attacking my ducks, regarding them as meals. I take this incredibly personally because not only are ducks my favourite animal, but I raise 10 of them as pets. My love for ducks as well as my mum are one of the things that kept me alive when I was at the darkest point in my life. Please understand that the same could be said for dogs or cats. I don't believe you would say someone's cat was a tasty snack if they shared a photo of them because that's just a dick move. Don't do the same for someone's pets of any kind?

    @Folfy_Blue#16727 1. My guild name prior to this incident you brought up was "duck gang". I always wanted more members in my guild so I renamed it to "Quacken" as it is a more interesting name. You would want to join "Imperium" more than you would "End Gang", yes?

    I never tried to harass anyone for liking you or try to convince them to dislike you. It never went further than simple banter and jokes. I didn't tell Yurni to /marry divorce you or that he was a fool for liking you. I simply said "Anyone compatible with Folfy is instantly incompatible with me".

    Furthermore, I think I have only known you for a month. To say that this has been going on for longer than that or that this happens every day is simply not true.

    @Folfy_Blue#16716 Additionally, this only comes up in conversations about you or when you are mentioned. I have never tried to convince someone into not disliking you. (This aids my argument that this is insincere behaviour that does not truly resemble my opinions of you.)
    The context behind the "anyone compatible with FolfyBlue is instantly incompatible with me" is that Yurni, Emphacks, Willpimblett and I were on Freedom-02 discussing things and someone brought up who I would ""e-date" out of the three of them.
    https://prnt.sc/12jz437
    https://prnt.sc/12jz4o4
    Virtually dating a "reaction timer" is clearly a joke which I believe brings further ground to my argument that my treatment of Folfy is a joke and not intended to cause any harm. Again, I am willing to discuss this with Folfy in private and personally apologise if this has genuinely upset him.