Posts by aqua95

    Sad that this is shutting down for good..

    TF was one of those servers i used to always play on, back in the day when i was bored. It was such a good place. I was always having fun playing there and talking to people. I made friends out of it. It was also this server that made me learn and become a better person. For example that time when i said the racist n word and the homophobic f slur when i never knew what they mean. I learned what stuff i should say and what i should not. TF was an inportant part of my life. It’s very heartbreaking to see it go and i truly regret that i didnt live it’s last moments. I never thought it would happen. I would have joined and player here until now, but over time i’ve had interests in other stuff.

    But it is what it is, good stuff don’t last forever. Hopefully though, one day, someone will bring it back to life. But for now, farewell TotalFreedom. You will always be a living memory for most of us, including me.

    object for Alco's reasons

    EDIT: You are way too unapologetic. I do not think you will get unbanned soon, taking note of the severity of the actions you have done. And i also want to question you. Was it worth it? What did u win? That's right, nothing. You and your friends keep coming back and raiding the server and also ruining people's lives. And what do you get? Nothing. You are making your own lives worse. Why do you do it then? If you (Dr_Fools) took the right path and didn't involve yourself in the raids, you would have stayed cool. You guys are messed up in the head and need quite a long time off to think of your actions before you come back and appeal again.

    1. Minecraft name:
      aqua95

    2. Discord username and discriminator (username#discriminator) (if any):
      aqua95#4024

    3. Approximate date of indefinite ban:
      21st of May 2022

    4. Reason for indefinite ban. Please do not lie and try to be sincere and apologize as applicable:
      I was banned for a crash attempt. I lagged the server by spamming minecarts, because i was mad at the people who brought up my behavior from 2020 in my last discord ban appeal. I knew that it was a bad decision, as I could talk about it instead of taking the bad direction. I immediately regretted it.
      I am fully aware that my reputation has gone really badly starting from 2020 till the present, but I want to change that. As i mentioned in my apology thread, I want to move on from my past and I want to come back and show the people that i changed. I still love this server and I have no intention in harming it.
      I might be a bit early, but being indefinitely banned was a huge pain. I barely found anything to do and I was bored almost all the time.
      I once again want to apologize regarding my past behaviour and the disruption I brought to the server. I believe that i changed and I can do better than that.

    5. Do you agree to follow our community guidelines (https://forum.totalfreedom.me/d/2961) and all the conditions stated above?
      Yes

    @'dillon ' can you try seeing if there's an option in BIOS that lets you allocate memory to the iGPU? if yes, try reducing the memory allocated to your iGPU.
    Otherwise, there's nothing you can do, rather than disabling the iGPU, although i dont know it will make a difference.

      LightUK Participating in the "egg throwing" event was a mistake. Though, i cant blame the people who participated. Kanst did a terrible mistake hosting the "unofficial egg throwing event", but I blame no one but myself. Kanst, along with other people participating were not acknowledged. I should have talked about my situation, rather than breaking the rules. I saw your reply from my apology thread and I accept your apology too.

    Vouch

    First of all, I want to apologize to all for bringing disruption to the server yesterday and for my behaviour from 2020 till the present.

    What happened?
    Well, 2 months ago I got banned from the discord server for sending slurs, death threats and creepy behaviour towards other individuals in the server. You all know the story already. Then I said myself "ok, I'm gonna give it some time, things might get better, I will just focus on my own things"

    Did things get better?
    The opposite. Way worse than it was before. 2 days ago I tried to make a discord ban appeal thread. The appeal didn't go well, and afterwards, people started bringing up stuff from 2020, which got me really embarrassed and mad. Because of that, yesterday I attempted to crash the server by spawning lots of minecarts. After i got caught, i was caged, I was in front of everyone (not really everyone, there were few people, including my friends), and even was questioned by my friends (They asked me something like “Why?”, “We are your friends”, can’t really explain). I was really ashamed and sad and didn't even want to look or interact with the game. Then I got 1 day banned.

    I was sad because i disappointed my friends, and I might even have an indefinite ban request thread ongoing (unsure).

    Conclusion:
    I think I might be one of the most hated people in the community. Despite that, I really want to change and improve myself. The reason for attempting to crash the server wasn't because my appeal wasn't going well, I don't really care about it. Discord is not the only way to talk to people in TF. The actual reason was that people brought up shit from 2020, and I really want to forget about what happened back then. I hate my past.

    Once again I want to apologize for everything I have done to the community and even though I might have an indefinite ban request going on, I hope I once come back and I wish I show the community some improvement.
    Of course, I shouldn't have taken that way. I should have talked to people about that, rather than attempting to crash the server.

    I vouch for Luke and Allink's reasons
    From my experience, noah is a really mature and friendly person.
    He puts a lot of effort into helping other people and contributing to the platform, according to others' replies.
    Despite his past, there are lots of evidence that he improved.
    There's no reason for me to object.

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      enchy didnt you get mad and kick your cat for no reason and injure it that one time?

    Kick my cat?? You guys really like to believe all these lies i keep telling, just to make my life worse. Of course i didn’t. I just wanted to seem mean when i said that.
    Truth is, i have no cats. I only have one dog that i never beat it, and i love it so much. My dad would kick me out of the house if i ever beat it up or kick.

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    @'kanst' what guarantees that this will not happen again? this is not the first time you get banned for it

    It is true, it is not my first time doing it, truth is that i don't intend to have this behaviour. I used to do mistakes and say strange stuff and make others uncomfortable, but i keep learning from my mistakes and ensure i do not say strange stuff like these again.

    As for the slur, it was supposed to be a joke made outside the public, but we ended up arguing, then i got mad and encouraged him to go ahead and report me.

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    and if you’re making NSFW Builds we would ask you do so away from spawn and ensure it’s not something that is included on a warp / similar.

    I think we should completely disallow NSFW heads or builds because there are people under 18 or even under 13. People fly around in the server and they suddenly see a NSFW player head or building, which is disgusting and inappropriate to them (especially for those who have never seen such things).

    And about the griefing rule, i suggest adding an exception, that being allowing admins to remove NSFW builds.