Being an admin on TotalFreedom for however long it was, wasn't really that special and honestly it put me in a worse position than being a Hub Mod.
As soon as I was instated as an admin, I was asked "Why?" and basically being told that it was a horrible idea to apply for Admin here. At first, I didn't think it was a bad idea, the server needed people from where I am and so I took that as an opportunity, I never thought that it would lead to people bullying me and giving me all sorts of shit just for being staff. Even some ex-community members that knew me, permbanned or not, targeted the server more just to get a rise out of me. I was honestly just going to resign right at that moment because it was just all the fucking time it would happen.
Eventually I just let it go and continued searching for things do to and people to punish while flying around on TF.
I honestly just think that in previous years, the reputation of TotalFreedom as a whole was on a downward spiral and it's only getting worse. Whether it be just the behavior of previous admins, or something that they did to community members at the time that made them leave, etc., it's only worsening. And I do agree with Jag and Alco when they say that when you ban someone you basically get put under arrest and taken into interrogation where they try to make you look bad.
Granted, I wasn't here for the majority of everything TF-related that you old-heads talk about now because I joined somewhere in 2020, but I still see some of that stuff now; Old admins returning and making a shit-show out of every situation just because something didn't go their way or because "the server just isn't what it was like back in the day" (whatever that means).
Obviously, a point really hasn't been made yet, but in my honest opinion, if we can somehow find a way to do something about the toxicity, or whatever stupid shit that's going on, then I think the server could see the light again.