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↩ videogamesm12 anyone could've made the same mistake Ashaz made simply because they didn't know.
I concur with this. I would've reloaded essentials myself.
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↩ simplynick its just common sense, you don't reload plugins that are "essential" to the server.
Respectfully I have to disagree with this. I may need to be corrected, but as far as I'm concerned TFM is the most important plugin in this server and reloading it is harmless and is quite often done to fix other issues. It's not hard to assume that a plugin as basic as essentials would be similar if TFM is fine.
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↩ videogamesm12 It really eats away at your self-confidence.
I crashed the server with /plc reload bukkittelnet. If that was not bad enough I felt shit afterwards largely because I got shat on by people (who also didn't actually know much about reloading telnet) being all like "why did you reload telnet" or similar.
And I felt like complete and utter garbage. It's the worst I've ever felt on this server. I almost left, I almost fucking resigned. And sure I may be a more emotional person than average but still.
Another anecdotal example is the adminmode incident on my first day. I was a complete wreck, and the two people I was in DM conversations with can vouch for that although I won't mention who they were (but thank both of you for helping me through that).
The point I'm finally arriving to is that I am more emotionally unstable than ashaz, who was honestly talking to me fine minutes after he left. Calm and composed and understanding of what was happening. When I've fucked up, I've behaved worse than Ashaz has, aside from leaving the discord (which I came very close to) but I don't feel leaving the discord should be grounds for removal but having emotional breakdowns in someone's PMs on discord is any better.