This post has been a long time coming. I kept convincing myself that I could do more for this community, because I genuinely wanted to see it grow and thrive. I constantly tried my best to bring players in, by any means I could. I was not above getting my hands dirty and physically going onto other servers and advertising, neither was I scared to shamelessly ask TikTok creators and YouTubers for shout outs. That being said, I could have tried harder. I could have, and should have listened to the community more at times. I’ve made many mistakes, and I hoped the community would forgive me and allow me to right my wrongs. I tried to start giving back upon my reassignment to retention, by going through community posts and promising to implement all of it. I tried my best, but it is apparent that my best is not good enough for this server, or this community. For that I would like to apologise, I should have worked harder to deliver on my initial promises.
I genuinely did want the best for this server, and anyone who has worked with me would know that. I still wish to see this server prosper into what it once was - it saddens me to know that I will no longer be the one to do it.
I am certain this resignation will receive mixed responses. Some will be overjoyed at my downfall, some will be saddened - but I would just like to say thank you to everyone who believed in me, and to everyone who doubted me, and gave me the drive to work harder.
Stay safe.